Confinement for #2

This round... For #2, we were all happily planning how am I going to spend my 16 weeks of freedom from work and handle the 2 kids alone after my confinement etc...

A huge blow came to me out of a sudden, no warning, nothing...I was caught off-guard... Honestly... Off guard... I never expect my Dad would have to open his new duck rice stall exactly in the month I am giving birth... YES! 20th Feb to be exact... It really put my mood down since last Thursday...

Worst part is, my mum who had promised to do my confinement had to leave me alone after 19th Feb... I have nothing much to say.. Nothing much to comment on this... Even though I tell her my risk of c-sect is there...she told me that it is impossible... and since my #1 is natural birth, #2 will be natural... (Well...she never heard of emerg c sect... haiz)...

To think all these started with a commitment on the helping of stall, ended up quite ugly now...
I dunno why they really weighs SON heavily over Daughter...Am I so worthless to them? Are my 2 kids not important?

Why they only plan for their current situation...and intend to mess up everything becoz of their own precious.... With this... I can forsee them few years down the road, too old to work, no money, their precious UNABLE to support them!

WHy? If he can support them now, would they need to go slog their lives out? Anyway...it was a selfish decision from this person... to commit and backout...then to say he will consider..and then backout and then call n scream at me and say we are forcing him to quit his own job..

Plain selfish person to only think of himself and even got the guts to ASK ME TO QUIT!!! omg...
Whenever I see this person now...give me nothing but black face as if I am the one at fault...

I am going to ban him from entering casino once I start and settle my confinement...

But I am lucky I have supportive sister, mother in law, brother in law and sister in lawssss.... Haiyo...damn touched when they tell me they will render me help if i need...They even help me plan for the worst!!

Lets see how it goes... well...shall hope for the best and i must remind myself not to let it affect me....