One last week

Wow! time really flies...next sat be my wedding! i dunno wat else i need 2 prepare..abit lost lor...heheeee

realli worried abt blind spots which i had missed out ah...but its thru this wedding, i get to know who is my true friends..must realli thanks those who are willing to lend me a helping hand .... ^_^

Well...time to sleep... heheh

My grandma

Life is so unpredictable.. I still can remember how she called out to me... ask me to bring her home at the hospital... ask me to buy stuff for her to eat...say that she would love to come to my wedding... to come see my new house...

You know, things happen so suddenly.. up to this moment of time.. i CANNOT accept... i do not understand why its so unfair.. she is still so young to pass away...

Its just a stupid little wound.. i do not know why it become a wound that is so fatal..that can take away the life of my beloved grandma... ;(

Well..blame it on pple who refuse to take care of her in the first place...blame it on those who claimed to say the mum is his.. no one is to touch..

i believe this guy will be tortured consciously for the rest of his cursed life... i can never forgive such pple...

I cried very very hard.. on the last day of the funeral..till i nearly broke down..i just couldnt control....i never ever experience such pain, such sadness..even when i am typing all these.. my tears keep rolling down, hard to control...

All these months, i have been visiting her...making extra efforts to spend time with her..to cheer her up, to make her feel the love ard her

Even though it may mean travelling further, going the extra mile.. i do not hesitate to go.. Why did i do all these... I wanted her to have the will to live on..to live to see me getting married...i really hope so... to bring her to my house....

Well... it came too fast..and unexpected.. caught me totally off guard...

Preparing Guest List

You know what.. i am really surprise i am still wide awake at this hours... especially at this timing....

Normally i be soooo deep in sleep.. well.. why cant i sleep tonite... i have been preparing the guest list since 9pm today... well... type till now.. the guest list is more or less completed...

The worry now is..which friend did i missed out... have i left out anyone important? will they fly planes and dun come...

hahaaa...

I have no idea... anyway... Life is a box of chocolates... you will never know what will u get until you open the box... so... i got to wait till the dinner itself to see who will come..who will last minute cant make it...

hahaa... so tired of typing all the names... complain abit here... its so troublesome..especially when i need to type in chinese... luckily i got distinction for chinese in secondary school...else..how to know what the hell is han yu pin yin...